If I might be forgiven paraphrasing the oldest football cliché
in the book, tonight’s walk was a walk of two halves.
The out walk was watchful, since I didn’t know which bits of
road surface might be treacherous and which not. In the event, I needn’t have
been concerned. Only the stretch of my own lane between its junctions with Bag Lane and Church Lane was
slippery; everywhere else was OK.
So, the out walk finished at Rose Mount as usual, where the
cascade of lights looked more magnificent than usual. Maybe it was because I
noticed that there’s a point on the lane from which the dressed fir tree
appears to be surrounded by mature trees on the periphery of their land. Seen
from that position, the pulsating corkscrew takes its place centre stage, flanked
on either side by a border of skeletal branches. Or maybe I was just in the
mood to see something magical. Who can tell and does it matter?
The walk back was free and easy, and that was when it came
into its own. It was one of those nights, you see – very cold, but quiet and
comfortable. The air was clear and there was no moon, so the stars presented
themselves in all the majesty at their command. And what majesty. I was out
much longer than usual because I stood for ages looking straight up, staring
and staring and staring. This wasn’t a night to indulge in academic
identification of constellations, but a night for simply staring in wonder. It’s
the first time in my life, believe it or not, that I’ve truly felt a sense of
standing on an island – a tiny ball of rock suspended in an endless three
dimensional space of unimaginable proportion. I know I’m not the first person
to say that, but it’s the first time I’ve felt it so deeply.
And when I looked in awe at those millions upon millions of
little lighted specks – all suns and planets in their own right – I thought how
odd it is that we make tiny facsimiles of them and hang them on trees at Christmas.
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