I woke up this morning before it was fully light. I don’t
know what time it was, but the light level suggested it was between 6 and 7am. For a second or so I felt nothing, and then
a shock of something hit me, something powerful and horrific but unidentified.
It was like touching a low voltage electric fence; for a second you feel
nothing, and then the shock hits.
There were no pictures with it, just a sense of horror. And
mercifully it didn’t last long; I fell asleep again quickly. I’d had no dreams
that I remembered, save a pleasant domestic one about Helen. Nothing obvious to
explain it.
I know this sort of thing is common enough. We explain it as
a simple mental aberration, an anxiety attack. I’ve heard it called ‘night
terrors,’ something driven by an underlying fear or other negative disturbance.
But I wonder whether the pragmatic explanation covers them
all. I do believe that some people are empathic in various ways and to
different degrees. I remember the same thing happening to me when the Japanese
tsunami struck. Maybe that was just coincidence, I don’t know.
This one felt personal, though, and there’s one person out
there in cyberspace with whom I seem to have a psychic link. That’s why it
bothers me.
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