Gosh! A series.
When it comes to my dealings with the (approximately) one person in every billion for whom I develop a deep sense of attachment, I display classic dog behaviour. Boisterous and impulsive. The problem is that some people find boisterous bad and impulsive repulsive, so I have to try and control my natural instincts and match them to the individual’s nature. I find that very difficult at the best of times because impulse and control do, obviously, tend to be mutually exclusive. Where it gets even more difficult is when the individual is essentially guarded, so I don’t really know what their nature is. What then? Be myself? Being myself is how I ended up here.
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