Once upon a time somebody said to me:
‘I do care, you know.’
I was angry at the time and told her that I wasn’t
interested in her trite platitudes, that if she really cared she wouldn’t have
behaved that way. She asked whether we could talk and I declined. I’ve often
wished we’d talked, but pride and high emotion got in the way.
I’ve looked at pride
from both sides now...
Now I feel the need to say the same thing myself.
‘I do care, you
know!’
I don’t sleep normally these days – haven’t done for what
seems like ages. Always too much to be stressed about. Seems to be largely a
side effect of finding life, finding myself, and making sense of the demon. Bit
late in the day, but there you are.
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