On the other side of the hedgerow the wheat is uniformly
gold and waiting only for a run of dry days and the harvest, while the tufted maize
cobs in another field are plumping nicely. And the hedgerow itself is replete
with fattening green berries hanging proudly off the elder bushes.
In a few weeks time the same berries will be black as coal. The
willowherb will have turned to wool, the wheat fields will be empty of all but
harsh stubble, and the corn cobs will be a thing of memory. And then the marker
will be laid out for all to see.
In one way I find the cycle of the seasons rich and
reassuring, but in another way they proclaim the twin troubles which haunt the
musing mind: the grumbling issues of corporeality and mortality. And that is
why I never come close to accepting that what I see and what I hear and what
I feel and what I taste and what I smell, and even what I sense, is the whole
substance of reality and my place in it.
And I fondly hope that the Lady B’s ghost reads this; it’s
the sort of thing which I used to so like saying to her. No doubt such a hope
is forlorn.
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