Tonight I was made cognisant of that common and often casually
used phrase ‘losing one’s mind.’ That was what it felt like. It seemed as
though my mind was verging on panic and trying to escape from the body in which
it was trapped because it could no longer tolerate the effect on its
equilibrium occasioned by the relentless assault of one debilitating issue
after another. I spoke calmly to it and ordered it to return, which it
eventually did. I considered the notion that I might be falling prey to some
sort of psychosis, and then dismissed it.
You know, learning can be an uncomfortable business at times, but I suppose many of the most valuable lessons are and I continue to suspect it’s what we’re here for (even though I have no idea why.)
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