On Water and Worry.

After more than two days of suffering dry taps our water is now running freely again, so there is every reason to suppose that I will go to bed duly cleansed tonight. The pile of dishes I have to wash up looks like the remains of a banquet, but at least I’ll probably sleep easier for being decently clean.

All the conversation I heard in Ashbourne today centered on the waterless days and the near-devastating impact occasioned to the modern, advanced lifestyle when the usually trusty taps cease to function for more than a few hours (it was fifty three where I live.) And all the growls of complaint aimed at the water company were directed not at their response to the problem on the ground, but their lamentable lack of comprehensive and accurate information. I gather the company has announced that it will compensate us to the tune of £30. That’s OK, then; money placates us mightily, doesn’t it?

In other news, I had a voicemail message today from the consultant’s secretary with regard to my health issue. She asked that I call her back ‘to sort out an appointment.’ This has come out of the blue and after seventeen days of eerie silence on their part, so what might this appointment involve? I was led to believe that if the second CT scan showed nothing I would simply get a letter calling me to go in for the removal of a kidney. Now it appears that the consultant has something else to say to me. I wonder what it is. I’ll make the phone call tomorrow, and maybe I won’t sleep easier tonight after all.

Hoping to Go Unnoticed.

Still no water supply which means a second night of going to bed unwashed. It also seems likely that I will go to Ashbourne unwashed tomorrow. Normally that would be a pretty awful prospect, but at least I have my customary remoteness to rely on. Just as in outer space no one can hear you scream, so in my space no one can smell my presence.

Jeffrey's Waterless World.

It’s gone midnight and the water supply is not yet restored. Dirty dishes are soiling my kitchen and poor old Jeffrey will have to go to bed unwashed tonight. I find the latter more disturbing than the former, even though I had a shower 24 hours ago and when I was a kid people commonly had only one bath a week. Going to bed unwashed doesn’t feel right in these more enlightened times.

I think the last time I did it was in February 1988. I was staying at youth hostel on the Pembrokeshire coast. The building was perched on top of a cliff overlooking the sea and there was a raging gale coming off the heaving, foamy swell that night. It was all very atmospheric in a Daphne du Maurier sort of way, but the wash house was unheated and I couldn’t face taking my clothes off. I chickened out and made do with changing my socks and underwear instead. There was nobody else staying there except a rather beefy German woman with big hands, so I got away with it. And I’m expecting no visitor tonight, so I expect I’ll get away with it again.

I have enough bottled tap water for a cup of tea and a cup of coffee in the morning, should we still be waterless. After that, who knows? I suppose I’ll drive to Ashbourne in the hope of buying more bottles of water, but I doubt I’ll be successful. I should imagine that all the places which sell bottled water probably became waterless themselves by about 8pm tonight. Fortunately, I have plenty of beer in – probably enough to keep me from dying of thirst for at least a week (and I doubt you can die of dirt.) And what a pity the old school well isn’t still working. What a shame that we dispensed with all those useful things when we submitted to technology and centralised systems.

King Whinge.

Here’s a list of Monday’s little woes:

I woke up this morning to the delights of a chest infection. You know what chest infections are like – your chest is sore, your throat is sore, you’re running a bit of a temperature, you cough frequently and with some discomfort, and you feel low as an empty crisp packet in a Rochdale gutter. I assumed it was probably something to do with germs breeding like rabbits now that the temperature has risen quite a bit, while my defences are at rock bottom courtesy of having been almost perpetually chilled for the past couple of weeks. Hey, ho; move on.

At around 10.30 the water pressure in the house dropped dramatically and then ceased altogether. No water. I soon learned from the supplier’s website that there were major issues the length and breadth of the kingdom occasioned by the sudden rise in temperature following very cold conditions. I needed to go out, so I decided to let that one lie for the time being.

When I got to the car I discovered a crack in the windscreen. It was about two inches long. By the time I’d done my shopping in Uttoxeter it had grown to nine inches. This will have to be dealt with.

The water was still off when I got back and I spent two and a half hours (with the chest infection raging, you understand) trying to get a simple answer to a simple question from Severn Trent Water: Do you have an estimated time for the water supply to be resumed? After two and a half hours I finally received an answer: ‘No. We have teams working on the problem but they haven’t reported back yet.’ It seems amusing in retrospect; it didn’t at the time.

Then I took my courage in both hands and rang my GP to see whether they’d had the results from my last CT scan. It was done seventeen days ago and they should have had the results by now. The woman I spoke to seemed evasive. Her voice had that edge to it which suggested that she knew something but didn’t want to tell me. I assumed I was being paranoid. She told me that she couldn’t find any tests results and would have to consult with her colleague. Six minutes later she came back and said I would have to ring the hospital. ‘But the hospital said I should call you for the results,’ I protested. ‘No, you’ll have to ring the hospital yourself.’ She gave me the general number and I called it. The recorded announcements gave me several options, the most appropriate of which was ‘switchboard.’ I selected it and waited… and waited… and waited. Eventually I rang off and am still none the wiser.

That’s how my life has been for a long time now. I’m not living any more, just coping with problem after problem. And it all seems too much to be mere coincidence. I wonder whether my stars are badly aligned, or somebody is sticking pins in a wax effigy, or maybe I’m paying off karmic debt. If I had the choice I would go for the latter. It seems the most rational and acceptable.

I'm still coughing and still lack the facility to wash my dishes or myself.

The Colour of Invasion.

The Siberian invader seems to have passed on its way now. Maybe it’s ravaging Ireland at this moment, or maybe it’s on its way to New England. I don’t care as long as it doesn’t come back here.

In its wake we have filth. We have mud; we have pools of muddy water; we have brown skating rinks of slurry on the road because, for some reason best known to their unconventional minds, the farmers were out muck spreading until after dark during the worst of the storm. Unsurprisingly in the circumstances, the remnants of the snow drifts on the verges and against the hedgerows are also brown. Brown snow is not an endearing sight.

And I noticed something odd about the snow drifts which I’ve never noticed about snow drifts before. The backbone of the Siberian storm was a strong easterly wind, and yet the drifts have built up on the west side of the hedges. I suppose it must have something to do with flow patterns.

I watched an Open University TV lecture on flow patterns once and found it surprisingly interesting. Whoever would have thought that a bear of such little brain could find a university lecture on flow patterns entertaining? Unfortunately I don’t remember any details. If I did, the wake of the storm might have proved an interesting object of study instead of a brown mess to be stepped over carefully.

A Surprising Discovery.

One interesting side effect of my current health issue has been the number of people who have freely offered a level of support above and beyond the call of duty.

Today it was the turn of young Melissa in the shop where I buy my wild bird food. When I told her that after the kidney removal (if indeed it ever happens) I would be unable to drive for a while, she immediately offered to bring the stuff out to me. Why would she do that? She’s just a shop assistant.

I admit to having felt not only grateful for such generosity, but also a little confused and chastened. I’m even beginning to wonder whether there are a few people out there apart from my ex and my daughter who actually like me. Why on earth should that be? What have I done to deserve being liked? We who go through life as observers don’t generally get liked because we don’t generally get close enough.

Ah well, maybe I’m not the man I thought I was. Maybe I should be taking a lesson from it. That’s what I usually do.

A Natural Connection.

I sat in the Costa Coffee shop today regarding a big landscape painting in the window of an antique shop opposite. It was a very conventional, though not unattractive, representation of an English rural scene in early winter – no snow yet and with hints here and there of the last remnants of autumn. It led me to muse long on the nature and necessity of winter, and eventually I settled on a singular thought:

Do earthworms sleep?

A Note from the Hell Hole.

The invasive, sub-zero east wind has continued only a little abated today, so I decided I had to ease the cabin fever and get out of this hell hole of a house for a few hours. But where to go? Where is there to go from here without tearing up my road fuel budget and pretending I’m rich? Heaven knows I’m already tearing up my household budget with the unaccustomed use of electrical heating appliances in a near-fruitless attempt to make this house a bit less of a hell hole.

And so it had to be Ashbourne as usual, there to treat myself to an egg and cress sandwich, a cup of Americano with cream, and a piece of Costa’s tiffin which is very nice but more expensive than most of their other sweet comestibles (is this plan to avoid unnecessary expense working, I ask myself?)

But then the adventure offered the lamentably rare reward of seeing the Lady B hurrying past the coffee shop at a greater speed than I would have thought advisable for a lady in the state of pregnancy. But what would I, a mere male, know of such things? Psychology has always been my interest, not obstetrics. It always seemed to me that if this life has any point to it at all, it must have something to do with what we experience, how we react to our experiences, and how we conduct ourselves subsequently. I might point to the Herman Hess quotation in the sidebar of this blog by way of vindication.

Not that I am blind to the miracle of procreation, of course. There is, indeed, something rather magical about the process of conception, gestation and birth. It’s just that I’ve never given birth myself, so my experience of it is necessarily limited.

The Lady B didn’t notice me, by the way. She rarely does. Or maybe it was because she was wearing a woolly hat which appeared identical to my memory of the woolly hat her sister was wearing the last time I saw her. Maybe it was the same hat.

Now I’m descending to a level of triviality extreme even by my standards. It’ll be dark soon. Better go and see that the birds have enough food for the morning and then hunker down in the hell hole. Bye.

Rueing the Russian Invader.

There was a point this afternoon when I thought that the temperature was climbing a little. The snow on the car was loose, the falling snow felt wet, and the bitter wind had dropped to little more than a strong breeze. But at dusk the invader reasserted his credentials.

For that’s what I now know him to be, this stormy Siberian with his entourage of snow, ice and wind. At dusk the temperature was falling rapidly, the wind was strengthening to a goodly gale, and the garden was filled with a hundred white dervishes whirling frantically this way and that in a devilish dance. I knew this to be no British wintry weather, but something alien come to assault our little land and send the helpless natives running for cover. So run for cover I did, back to the house where I engaged some sundry heating devices which I can ill afford but are my only defence against the rampaging bear spawned of Mother Russia.

Their effect is limited; most of the house still feels like a meat freezer and I expect my bedroom window will again be decorated with a frosting of ice when I go to bed tonight. Such is the way of things when the scepter’d isle is trodden beneath the heel of the Cossack’s boot.

I hope my visitor from Krasnodar will not be offended by this post. I bestow upon you no ill will, it’s just that we British like nothing more than to sip tea in our cosy living rooms and quaff beer in our crumbling pubs while talking endlessly of our idiosyncratic but endearingly British weather. We want no trouble here.

(Incidentally, that last sentence was a regular catchphrase in the iconic TV comedy series The League of Gentlemen. If you haven't seen it, it's worth a try. The mysterious Papa Lazarou is pretty creepy by anybody's standards.)

Seeing the Bright Side.

When I went for my shower tonight I went into the bedroom to collect fresh clothes and found a sheet of ice on the inside of the window. In the nearly twelve years I’ve lived here I’ve never known that before. (And walking into the room was a bit like walking into a meat freezer.)

So now you might have some idea of how thrilling it is to live in an old Edwardian house with no cavity walls, no double glazing, no central heating, free access to the east wind even though the doors and windows are sealed, and the weather coming from Siberia.

But at least I was able to have a shower, the prospect of which was in serious doubt when I had the thorny and mysterious plumbing problem earlier. In fact, I just realised how fortunate it is that the plumbing problem showed itself late in the afternoon rather than at midnight when I’m disrobed and being splashed with water which won’t go anywhere. There’s usually a silver lining, isn’t there?